Lyrics

You, you are my moonlight
I need you to get through the night
And there I am soaking in the desert sand
But then I look in the mirror
I see a lot of lights starting to shine clear
I’m looking up at the moon
I’m right here
You’re right here, yeah
You’re right here, yeah 
Why do I see the sky in the night?
In your mind, feed me light, keep me blind
Overflow with your moan
Keep your mountains in a row
Let me breathe above the pillow 

And then there’s clouds
And waves keep falling over me
I need your time
But, oh I want your company 
You keep me sane on the inside of my brain 
I won’t stop now cause you like me this way 

So touch me and I’ll never run away again
Fight me and I’ll know that we’re alive again 
You are the smile that keeps me sane and feeds me my dreams
That makes me feel free when I’m asleep 

And then there’s clouds
And waves keep falling over me
I need your time 
But, oh I want your company 
You keep me sane on the inside of my brain 
I won’t stop now cause you like me this way

Take the words right out of my mouth
You hear me singing songs
But it won’t be long till the dawn decides to come out
Now you just take me, yeah
Over, over
Over, over

I used to know what to say to you, girl 
My face gets flushed when I breathe you in, girl 
I wanna see you girl
Keep me guessing till we drinkin stardust, girl 
Keep me thinking that they could surround us girl, oh 

Now it’s just over, over
Over, over 
Now it’s just over, over
Over, over 

What to do, what to do
I feel my heart torn in two
Your face is painted on my brain
I don’t wanna wipe it away, away 
I want it to be easy
My brain never stops spinning
I don’t want you to forget it 
Push it, push it till your brain pops
That’s hot
Don’t stop, don’t stop, don’t stop no 

Now it’s just over, over 
Over, over 
Now it’s just over, over
Over, over 

Oh I, I, I, I, I 
Don’t know why, why, why I try
To be what you want me to be
What you want me to be
What you want me to be, love

But don’t stop me when you don’t know what to do 
Cause baby you keep me groovin

And baby you, you keep me level like the blue
You keep me level like the blue, oh
Blue, oh
Like the blue, oh
Blue, oh

We see two sides of the moon
I know it’s true
I know that I miss you
You were just nearby
Heaven started to cry
Lemon on your face, lips pucker with the taste 
And I know, I know, I know 
You feel so glad 
And I know, I know, I know 
You get so mad

But baby you, you keep me level like the blue 
You keep me level like the blue, oh
Blue, oh
Like the blue, oh
Blue, oh

Love me
I only wanted you to love me
Your letter said you’d never touch me 
Yeah, but I’m alright

Shake me
I drove my heart until it’s empty
I cleaned up, I’m not dirty 
Oh, but you’re alright 

Broken hearted boys

Do you miss me?
I always wanted you to miss me
I count sheep till I fall asleep cause you’re on my mind

I really got a star
I reached up
I picked on one real far
I never dreamed till I broke my heart
Yeah, but I’m alright

Broken hearted boys never wanna let you go 
Broken hearted boys never wanna lose control 
Broken hearted boy, never wanna let you go 
Broken hearted boys never wanna lose control

Broken hearted boys never wanna let you go 
Broken hearted boys never wanna lose control 
Broken hearted boy, never wanna let you go 
Broken hearted boys never wanna lose control

Don’t Breathe 
She stands next to me
My dream is incomplete, but she won’t tell me she won’t tell me why

Forget me
I yell “my heart feels free”
She opened doors, you see
But I don’t wanna think about it
Every time we drink around it

Why’d I have to be the one to
Keep my head straight?
I said I’ll keep my head straight
I said I’ll keep my head straight
I said I’ll keep my head straight

Drink a round on me
I’ll drink to stars and the sea
He says I’ll always be 
The one who never cared about when
All his friends were doing something

Why’d I have to be the one to
Keep my head straight?
I said I’ll keep my head straight
I said I’ll keep my head straight
I said I’ll keep my head straight

Take it slow, I don’t wanna go alone 
I don’t know where my mind was at before 
And we can feel, we can feel like we had it right
I just can’t put it all together with my head on the line
How do I know when the only thing that’s keeping me from falling
Is what I need to keep my head up and to stop my mind from stalling

What if I don’t

Why’d I have to be the one to
Keep my head straight?
I said I’ll keep my head straight
I said I’ll keep my head straight
I said I’ll keep my head straight
I said I’ll keep my head straight
I said I’ll keep my head straight
Why’d I have to be the one to
Why’d I have to be the one to
Keep my head straight?

(Yeah)

Keep me broken cause all I know
I need your color when I go 
(he’s got to go)
I wanna be the sky you breathe
So baby please just hear me, 
Just hear me

Baby, you know I see you 
I never found my way home
I see your colors are gone
Keep me cause I won’t leave you 
Can you find the mess we made?
I’ll stay grounded till we fly away 

Find my money, we’re leaving honey 
So sweet, she found me
I lose no sleep
I fall in dreams
I never know but I’ll be your

Baby, you know I see you 
I never found my way home
I see your colors are gone
Keep me cause I won’t leave you
Can you find the mess we made?
I’ll stay grounded till we fly away, yeah 
I’ll stay grounded till we fly away, yeah
I’ll stay grounded till we fly away, yeah 

I guess I was holding you down
I guess I was only around for you
What’s the normal you want?
Cause it’s normally not

And it’s all in my head as I fall off your bed (your bed)
It’s all in my head (my head)
As I fall off your bed (your bed)
It’s all in my head (my head)

I’m that guy, I’m never around for you
It won’t fly
I’m sorry I lied for you, I’ll keep trying
She said “I’d die for you”
I won’t lie, you knew you fell for a fool

I feel like I’m alive for you
I think why the Earth was made for two
What’s the story you know?
Cause it’s normally told

And it’s all in my head as I fall off your bed (your bed)
It’s all in my head (my head)
As I fall off your bed (your bed)
It’s all in my head (my head)

Sometimes I wanna stop and stay,
But there’s doors that keep closing in my face
But she tells me that I’m okay 

My tongue gets bitten, mm
I hear you talking, but there’s people talking
She’s paralyzed 

I guess it doesn’t matter
I lose, it doesn’t matter
Keep the cool, she’s going faster

Doesn’t matter, doesn’t matter
Going faster

Doesn’t matter, doesn’t matter

Why do I paint the colors that we pass by?
She cries all night cause the world acts like it’s alright 
She never, never could sing to the sky 
I could never, ever be so blind 

(Oooh, aaah)
(Oooh, aaah)

“You think I’m falling for you”
“You think I’m falling for you”
She said, “my grass gets greener when you leave me be, I never wanted flowers to grow through concrete.”
She said, “my grass gets greener when you leave me be, I never wanted flowers to grow through concrete.”

(Oooh, aaah)
(Oooh, aaah)

My back feels cold and my face feels numb, yeah
Every time I dream, I see the same old show, yeah

(Oooh, aaah)
(Oooh, aaah)

How can something so good feel so rough on my skin?
How can something so nice touch the inside of my mind?
Why do we feel the need to breathe when we’re dying, we’re dying
Let me open my mind
Find what’s inside

I can’t stop thinking about the world
Who I am and why my hair curls
I find my words underneath the skin that keeps me in me
Sometimes it simmers
Sometimes I cry
I believe I’m here to talk to you and forget that we’re alive 
We’re alive, we’re alive
Aw, well she’s all I want 

Feel the buzz in my brain and the pricks on my skin 
Think about the troubles of my day and the things that could’ve been 
Find two doors inside my head,
Could lead me home or leave me dead
But I still find myself trying, trying to be whole again 

Meet me in the middle 
I want to love you, Isla Blue
I’ll drown in your ocean
Just tell me what to do, oh 
Naive, can’t breathe
We dove into the earth and ended up lost 
Lost in the chaos

(Oh, oh)

Why’s it been such a long time? 
How often do you see, how often do you see the world with your own eyes?
Now I just sit here singing to myself in an empty room thinking, thinking of you 
Why’s it been such a long time since I thought of you?
Why’s it been such a long time since I thought of you? 

Oh, my thoughts are absent 
My physical abstraction
My body wants more, but my mind keeps shouting whore
I want the feeling of being free, but the mouth keeps telling me to want to be and to see, and to agree
I love the feeling of slow, the difference between low, the difference of being below what is forte (OH)
Am I wasting the day?
Am I wasting the night? 
I miss the voices in between the one I think about in dreams 

Meet me in the middle 
I want to love you, Isla Blue
I’ll drown in your ocean
Just tell me what to do, oh 
Naive, can’t breathe
We dove into the earth and ended up lost 
Lost in the chaos

Naive, can’t breathe

Take the words right out of my mouth
You hear me singing songs
But it won’t be long till the dawn decides to come out

Now you just take me, yeah
Over, over
Over, over

I used to know what to say to you, girl 
My face gets flushed when I breathe you in, girl 
I wanna see you girl
Keep me guessing till we drinkin stardust, girl 
Keep me thinking that they could surround us girl, oh 

Now it’s just over, over
Over, over
Now it’s just over, over
Over, over

Dancing with your ghost 
I see you, but not most do
We dance till the clock stops working 
Silver on my hand, but I can’t tell time 
It’s flirting, oh
It is you

Kiss through me 
I’m dancing with the ghost of you, of you
Colorblind to the world
See the white in your twirl 
Can you remember how we used to be?
See the moment you started to groove, see the moment I fell for you,
see the time when everything stopped, and you send a kiss through me

Dancing with your ghost
I see you, but not most do, not most do
Colorblind to the world
See the white in your twirl, can you remember?
Can you remember?

Can you remember?
Dancing with your ghost…

You got me feeling like a weapon
Red behind my eyes
And if I listen it could take me back
To when they were white
Five years, I went five years
With that blood
Fine years, I had two tears for each one

My world started shaking
And the ice got thinner
There’s no more beginnings
And my life got winded, it’s true
But I fell for you

But I fell for you
I fell for you
She fell for me too

I only held you in my dreams
Guilty and obscene
Says he’s just an animal
With things he can’t control

But he fell for you
I fell for you
I fell for you
I fell for you
She fell for me too

(Free fall on a call)
(Like I told you, I got)
(Too many voices in my head, in my head)
(Free fall on a call)
(Like I told you, I got)
(Too many voices in my head, in my head)

Free fall on a call
Like I told you, I got
Too many voices in my head, in my head
Thought we talked, but you kept me on a wall
Can’t you see that I feel so small?

But she fell for you
She fell for you
I never wanted to change the way that I saw you
(I saw you)
We kept on living like nothing’s changed, but it’s not true
(It’s not true)

It’s hard to explain what I’ve done
Left all my bones out to dry and they got taken one by one
My mind’s sick and that’s fine
My coughs and sneezes are just my thoughts drinking whines

My burned bones
Fire is home
Time doesn’t change a thing
They grow, they get old
Time does change one thing
But I wish, but I wish, but I wish
Use my ashes
Burn me at the place, my face
No refrain
Make a tea, remember me
Fire bones

What I am, what I am from
You see my brain can have a million thoughts and not act on one
I could sit beside you for hours or I can make the feeling fade away
But no matter how hard I try my heart will always act this way
False, an incorrect assumption led by the presumption that
I’m incapable of birthing a song between my head and my heart
Learning along the way that I don’t have to be this way
Scrub my face until it’s no longer mine
Pluck my hair, comb my smile, I’m alive
Cracking at the seams
Falling with such ease
Tell me I’m pretty
Tell me I’m pretty
Tell me I’m pretty
Tell me I’m pretty, please

My burned bones
Fire is home
Time doesn’t change a thing
Burn me at the place, my face
No refrain
Make a tea, remember me
Fire bones

Burned out bones
We fall out of love and we break
It’s not that I don’t love you
Burned out bones
We fall out of love and we break
It’s not that I don’t love you

My burned bones
Fire is home
Time doesn’t change a thing
Burn me at the place, my face
No refrain
Make a tea, remember me
Fire bones

It’s colder than it’s ever been
The sun stopped beating,
I can’t hold her in

Used to burn, used to glow
Her rays of beauty that used to sweep through me

Now I’m walking on the beach, sand between my feet
Light so discreet on the horizon
The sun stopped shining

This light isn’t yellow like the others
It’s not scared to shine white upon the water
It’s not scared to move waves of people like any other,
cause in the dark we all act as if we don’t affect one another

Everything’s just black
It’s alright, the white night, dancing in light
But I can’t deny it’s where I bloom,
Under the moon, moon, moon, moon

I close my eyes there’s another light

I sleep early
I dream soon
I see the little lights dancing around my room
I speak words outside of my mouth
I can never, ever, ever, ever keep you out

Softly can I kiss you?
Little words go a long way
All I see are sounds, let silence rain down
Melt into me, liquid phosphene
Who am I to be blessed to hold your head into my heart?

Oh, I wish I could help but the truth has preceded me
I wish I could give you what’s wanted
But you gotta accept defeat
Is it ever going to be,
Enough for you and me?
Enough of you and me?

Hardly can I miss you
Little things pushed you away
When I speak I drown
My sleep is where I’m found

“I’d dance for that dream,” I beg
I can, but I decide instead
That I want to wake from this sleep
So my dreams can’t control me
So my dreams can’t control me

My room remains a room as long as I’m lonely
I would love to waste my time with you
You could see they weren’t crying
You could see that they were happy but they weren’t smiling

It burns me
I use the sun
It stirs my mental state till I don’t know where I am from

(I see the words across my forehead)
(My shirt smells of you again)
I see the words across my forehead
My shirt smells of you again

Another beautiful night in paradise
Make me feel you
Glow with the color of light
And make me feel you
Bite me on the tip of my tongue
And hold my words inside your mouth just for fun
You’re the only one

Our misshapen love
Our misshapen love
Our misshapen love
Our misshapen love

You don’t get paid to play
You play to get paid
Stray from the money
They say “you’re funny!”
And “You’ll never find the freedom to forget about your reason.”
Point of working for the people won’t forget of who you’re feeding
See the life you should be leading
And the people who are cheesin’
What drives me to be?
The green of money?
The promise of paradise?
Or the kiss of you honey?

Our misshapen love
Our misshapen love
Our misshapen love
Our misshapen love

Love, oh, oh, oh, oh
Love, oh, oh, oh, oh

Our misshapen love
(Love, oh, oh, oh, oh)
Our misshapen love
(Love, oh, oh, oh, oh)
Our misshapen love
(Love, oh, oh, oh, oh)
Our misshapen love
(Love, oh, oh, oh, oh)

Don’t forget about the red
That bleeds the thoughts inside your head
It’s too easy to squeeze the rag free
Of drops of memories that keep your mind busy
I wake up
My mind’s drunk
I’ve been saying it for months
That when I sleep
My dreams haunt me

Be happy with me
Be happy with me, oh

Is it rain on my windows?
I feel it in my soul, never let go
My thoughts are growing
The weight is pulling me down
It may be easy
You’ll just have to wait and see

Be happy with me
Be happy with me
Be happy with me
Be happy with me

Don’t stop me when you are alone
Don’t stop me from being on my own cause
I want to show you that we can be
Everything that you want to see in me

You have no idea how bad I want you
You have no idea how bad I want you
The leaves replaced you on the side of our bed
The wind blew them in
I didn’t want to move them
I forgot how lonely I am when I’m without you
It’s been too many seasons

Don’t stop me when you are alone
Don’t stop me from being on my own cause
I want to show you that we can be
Everything that you want to see in me

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

Don’t stop me when you are alone
Don’t stop me from being on my own

It’s time
I used to drink your laughter and get high on your touch
My ears would ring and the taste of such chance
Would leave me with my heart open and unzipped pants
You know,
I could see my disconnect, body and mind
I fought the first but you didn’t mind
I could never comprehend it
I was not really ready for it to end yet

“Do you miss me?”
The wind shook leaves that kept him company
The sun sets over the sea
And no one would ever know the shadows he had seen

He saw the shapes that reminded him of when he was with you
He heard the birds start singing a song that he never knew
You could see it in his eyes that when he cried it was empty
It was empty

He heard the symphony, “She was the prettiest thing.”
Why is it that words can screw up my sleep?
When the only thing I want to hear is the rhythm of my heartbeat
Of my heartbeat
Walking away, he saw the place where his train crashed
His thoughts no longer flowing and his name attached to that
Smoke rising up from his brain
And he thought, he thought that he was no longer sane

He saw the shapes that spoke to him like when he was with you
He heard the birds start singing a song that he once knew
You could see it in his eyes that when he cried it was empty
It was empty

He saw the shapes that reminded him of when he was with you
He heard the birds start singing a song that he once knew
You could see it in his eyes that when he cried it was empty
It was empty

I could walk in your steps,
But never feel what you felt
The ruins of your time has kept the future in line
I wanna see through your eyes
Take me back in time
Take a moment, rewind
What makes your mind that kind?

Who are you to find yourself among the stars?
Why can you think so highly of the brain
That flows through every living thing?
Why am I to see only my world around me?
There’s a lot more that are free
Not just me

The universe aligned
I saw the bridge of time,
The envy and blood of life
I’m living so it’s tight
How you gonna make me taste my fear
When I haven’t stopped dreaming for nineteen years?
I find my head above water and I’m floating just fine
But I want more this time
I don’t want to die
I don’t want to die

To sing himself a song is to wish that he were gone
From the place he once belonged
But now he floats away to the gaze of the sun
He’s on his own with a rope tied to his home

I could see you standing there planets away
I could feel you in space but it won’t be the same
I could see the light that’s keeping me safe
But I’m the spaceman who’s lost his face

Feel the black drip from ear to brain
I can hear myself thinking that I can wipe it away
As I grab at the syrup that plagues my mind,
I find that it’s just me this time

It’s the thoughts he feels that keep him outside the atmosphere
Floating in the numinous space
Look at the moon
Look at the stars above
“Come find me love”

I could see you standing there planets away
I could feel you in space but it won’t be the same
I could see the light that’s keeping me safe
But I’m the spaceman who’s lost his face

Sinking in and out
I want to reach out and touch you
Sinking in and out
I want to reach out and touch you

Out of orbit
Out of orbit
(Out of orbit)
(Out of orbit)

I could see you standing there planets away
I could feel you in space but it won’t be the same
I could see the light that’s keeping me safe
But I’m the spaceman and I’m home safe

Teach me how I’m ever going to find my way again
I think now that I really need a friend again
Cause I look at you and all I see is a mirror of who I used to be
And all the time that I spent crying for you
It hurt a lot and I don’t miss it, but I think that I should kiss it goodbye

What’d I do wrong?
What did you do so right?
So right
My bones feel weak and my mind feels sicker
Why am I not happy?
Why am I not happy?

Cause I look at you and all I see is a mirror of who I used to be
And all the time that I spent crying for you
Well it was me too